My darling Andy, as we grow close to your birthday, I am more conscious than ever about just how much I have lost without you here and just what a wonderful relationship was cut so short. It feels so unfair that you didn’t have time to realise all your dreams and I know for sure that I will carry the sadness of loosing you with me for ever. I love you just as much as I always did, that will never change.

My darling, I’m not sure where I think you are or whether you are anywhere at all. All I really want to know is that you are ok. I’ve been so well supported by all of the friends and family that you know would have come through for me. I’ve also had fantastic support from Cruse. We have talked about you a lot and I will continue to keep you always in my heart and mind. You will always be loved very dearly. ❤️ It’s so lovely to be able to use the red hearts that we included in all of the wonderful messages that we shared every day and that I often read now that you are gone. ❤️

My darling Andy, as the weeks have gone by, the pain of loosing you has grown harder and harder. I still love you so deeply and I always will. You are my true love.